You're not ready to be free unless you're really ready to be free. That means being fully Here / Now 🕰 Distraction is what keeps you from being Here / Now. It's what takes you out of Flow 🌊 Feeling great, feeling good just because -- that is able to be chosen 👈 Chosen for the Sake of Being Chosen 🙏 Distraction is habit -- habit you know well. Habit that gives you false safety. "Oh if I doubt myself -- well doubting myself is familiar -- let's do that." That is feeling less and less satisfying all of the time 👈 So then there's also, Now. Silence in the Now -- Serenity in the Now. Openness in the Now 🧘♀️ Willingness to Follow What Feels Great in the Now. Yes we'll say Follow What Feels Great in the Now 🤩 "What feels like fun? How about that!" 🌟 And we know there is a Fear of Losing All Control. Things going "south" you may say... And that's what keeps you in the back and forth. Holding back and yet wanting to let go 👈 Holding back and wanting to let go. Be. Exist. Feel Good. Flow. Rest. Relax. All is Well ♥️ All is Well 🕊 ~Channeled by (Beau) (aka, Timothy Beau Waterman ) 🌈❇️ Private one-to-one Soul Alignment Sessions in regards to your big life questions are available. Please see the 'Work with Me' menu item at the top of this blog page 🙏❇️
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And That Was One of the Most Defining Moments of My Life to This Day. Saying goodbye to my dog with a Heart that Had Just Been Shattered into a Billion Pieces. It’s really how it felt. I knew I was doing the right thing by moving on, by going to Los Angeles. And it didn’t stop me from breaking into the most uncomfortable wails I’ve ever experienced. My husband (at the time) had just driven away. That was the last moment of him being my husband really. He wanted to leave the house before I got in the car for a nationwide drive. I compare it to a scene in Dallas Buyers Club where Matthew McConaughey is on the side of the road, in a car, having an emotional breakdown. The wails were so uncomfortable to watch — yet relatable — because he (Matthew) was one of the only other people I had ever seen cry like I (once) did. The dog started barking like no tomorrow. I think he was just as alarmed by my wails as I was. That moment was so important though. A few months later I would hear the quote, “The wound is the place where the light enters you” by Rumi. In the moment of hearing that quote I would know exactly what it meant based on this parting of ways experience. I wailed, and I wailed, and I wailed. That was the end of the life and the romantic love I had known for eight years before. Our relationship had had its many troubles for sure — and — I still loved the guy. The love had been real. I Kept Breaking Wide-Open So in that moment of my Heart Having Just Been Shattered into a Billion Pieces, I then sat down and said goodbye to my dog. My little, gray, 20-pound chihuahua-boston terrier mix. I don’t think he understood what was happening and I still had to say goodbye. (I was the one that adopted him but I knew that he wouldn’t have a good quality of life if he came along.) And so my Heart Broke a Little More in That Moment Too. Picking myself up off the floor in that moment took everything. Every bit of willpower and regard for myself that I had. My sister was about to be dropped off in the driveway by a friend and my car had been packed. This life was done. It was time to go. It Takes Courage to Be Done I share these details because I know the courage that it takes to be done. To let go, to move on. It didn’t feel easy at the time. Looking back I see how necessary it was to set myself free. I was setting me free. I was choosing to open up to Life, the Unknown, in a way that I never had before. I was choosing to dissolve a life that hadn’t worked or felt good for a very long time. I was choosing to be Wide Open to a Dream. My Childhood Dream. Spiritual Awakenings are real. That was a crucial part of mine. “The wound is the place where the light enters you.” Having had that experience I now know exactly what that means. The next leg of this journey was 2600 miles in length. My sister and I would do that in forty-six hours. Then, then I would see something unlike anything I had seen before. A world, a neighborhood called North Hollywood. A place that would show me How Safe It Was to Be My Self 🕊 The End. (of this Three Part Share) If you've found value from these posts feel free to let me know. I'll provide a contact form below ⬇️ If you've missed Parts 1 & 2 of this Series you can find them here, I Began to Follow My Heart at 30 (Part 1) I Began to Follow My Heart at 30 (Part 2) I'll be sharing more lived-life experiences, and what I've learned along the way, in the days and weeks ahead. Feel free to follow me on Facebook and Instagram if you'd like to see when the new blog previews arrive 📱💬 https://www.facebook.com/Timaaay https://www.instagram.com/selflovewithtim/ Much Love and Many Blessings, Timothy 🌈 🤍 I Walked Away from My Husband, Our Adopted Dog, a Job, and My Hometown to Start Over... This was my first official day in Los Angeles back in 2014. My youngest sister had driven with me across the country. We did 2600 miles in about 46 hours 🌴🚘 Previous to that I had felt stuck for years. About 7. In my twenties, all I really knew how to do was to people-please. (To make choices to make other people happy, which often caused me to suffer on the inside.) I had no real vision to inspire me in my twenties. All I had really ever wanted was to be in a romantic relationship prior to finding one at 22. I did go through a honeymoon phase and then, pretty quickly I realized that finding someone who wanted to be with me was not the end all be all of Life 🙏 (We did have many lovely moments. Romantic love just wasn't the savior I had believed it to be based on cultural norms.) I'll say again, I had no vision and so I stayed. I thought that was the best that could ever happen to me. My twenties became riddled with anxiety, fear of being myself, and deep lack in terms of fulfillment. Let me tell you I was suffocating by working one job after another that had nothing to do with my passions 😔 When Hope Came Back In At 28, I began to remember that I once had a Dream 🎭 I had always wanted to live in LA and study Acting 🎬 I took action on that remembrance. It was a gift from my Soul 🕊 The first thing I did was look up an Acting Podcast on iTunes 🎧 I found one and it was great. It began to help me vision 🙌 Suddenly I could see myself living in LA, going to auditions, and eventually being in productions that people would see 👀 I stayed with that vision and right around 30 it became abundantly clear that my old life was meant to fall apart 👈 The Moment of Choice My husband (at the time) had learned of my dream and he knew I was holding back due to a fear of leaving him. (I didn't want to hurt him and I had only known life with him for the past 8 years) The unknown did feel a bit intimidating 🥺 He said, "If this is your dream you need to go for it. I'm not going with you and I'm not going to be the reason that you didn't go for it. If I were you I'd quit your job and get there as soon as you can. We only get one life." It wasn't easy to hear that we'd no longer be together -- and -- it was the only real thing holding me back. The obligation I had placed on myself to stay 👈 The process was emotional and I began making moves from there. Things started to come together fast... ----- Ready for Part 2 of this Story? Click here to continue 👀 |
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