Growing up there was a very clear cut version of who I “should be” carved out for me. Now I’m not blaming family or community here — they were also told at young ages who they “should be” and many people tend to accept those “shoulds” in a lot of ways. No judgment here, it simply is what is. As young humans, we just don’t know better much of the time. For me, something felt, off. These shoulds felt so restrictive and deep inside me I felt a freedom that wanted to be expressed. The Freedom to be what felt like “Me” in any given moment. And of course that is always changing... But due to the outside pressure, I conformed. Over, and over, and over again 😑 I told that Inner Freedom -- “No, you are not allowed to be expressed, it is not safe. You will be rejected for sure. And rejection feels like the end — the end of being loved 💔 You will lose love if you express this sense of aliveness, curiosity, expression, and freedom.” (I know this all feels heavy but it gets better, much better 😇) In my 30th year on Earth my heart led me away from everything I had ever known and I began anew in the city of Los Angeles 🌴 Here, I saw so many people showing up in a way that felt like, themselves 🤗 There was so much diversity and it felt like there was some level of freedom, in terms of of expression, everywhere ✨ This encouraged me in a lot of ways 🙌 In the past six years I’ve come to peace with many things,
What would be referred to as “me” is an ever-evolving aspect of Consciousness ✨ I’m okay with the ever-evolving nature of my consciousness and with that okay-ness I don’t need to define “myself” like I used to. Today, I Am the Way that I Am. Tomorrow it could change... But it wouldn’t change based on what other people are telling me to be — it would change based on something I Am feeling within. A natural and spontaneous change that can only come from being in touch with my heart ❤️ This is how I Am living life now — more and more with my heart 🙂 And my heart speaks a different language than the one I learned growing up 📖 It speaks the language of Freedom — and Freedom doesn’t feel the need to conform 🙏✨ Should you like to ask any questions about what I’ve shared here, please feel free to send me a message 📬🙂
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